December 03, 2006 The amount of shit you go through in the toughest exam you'd ever take in your entire life without even knowing whether you'd be able to savour the fruits of your labour in being the top in the world, let alone the top of the country or even passing that totally useless 2.1 subject. Forget about 2.4.
I feel so dumb because 2.1 is supposedly the easiest subject where everybody gets to score and I have absolutely no clue ; not even a fraction of sensible knowledge of it. And I supposedly got 98 and 96 respectively for the subjects that were related.
Everything seems to be so reversed. Screwed up in tax the last sitting and I've the feeling it's my strongest subject now. And the exact opposite for 2.1 and 2.4. =)
My life is so damn wonderful. And my exam is in 25.5hours time. Time to start on 2.1.
I'm like losing my life (social or whatever) being tagged down on studies. So much for an over-achiever. I better get something out of this. For example kicking the ass of the guy who graduated at 19. I'm 18 and I have 1 more year to attempt to kick some ass, unless I do go crazy from stress before that ; Go, nIx, go!